Last night I dreamt that I overheard my fiance talking on the phone with a friend, saying hurtful things about me. Basically calling me stupid and saying that he put up with me so he wouldn't have to get out on the dating market.*
I was crushed, but then angered into action. I ran away, and started a new life that was completely centered around me and my own interests. I had a business doing something I loved (I have no idea what it was), enough money to indulge myself a little, and my own home. I was happy, proud, and fulfilled. But for some reason, Ex-Fiance kept on coming back to bring me back into his life and make me give up my own.
It wasn't because he had re-estimated my worth; it was just a need for revenge and control. I kept on running away, hiding, and building myself a new life, and he kept on hunting me down. It escalated until he was an actual demon, and I was using powerful sorcery to try to get away from him, but never succeeding.
I woke up with a roaring migraine, but with a head full of creative ideas. I took 2 Excedrin and went into my office to work--on things I was interested in, for a change. I worked through the pain, and I worked one-handed at times, because 5 foster kittens were jumping all over me for food and attention. Now, a few hours later, I have a business name, logo, and domain. I can have a try at doing something I love. (I still have no idea what it will be.)
* For the record, Fiance is not actually a dream-crushing demon. I proposed to him because he is the opposite of that.
